I don't post here much anymore.

I haven't written anything in forever.

My brain is broken. There's too much going on inside it.

Skywater descends from heaven, and I am moistened.
Seeping in through the holey sole, trench foot sets in.
Inch by inch and cell by cell, gangrenous abnegation.
A factory of wank, crumbling from within amidst the rain.

Yeah.

definately broken.

I AM THE LIZARD QUEEN!

I don't know if you still read this journal, but I hope you do.

I never do enough to show it, and I never ever say it enough.

But kitten, you mean the world to me.

The ancient tradition that the world will be consumed in fire at the end of six thousand years is true, as I have heard from Hell.
For the cherub with his flaming sword is hereby commanded to leave his guard at the tree of life, and when he does, the whole creation will be consumed and appear infinite and holy whereas it now appears finite & corrupt.
This will come to pass by an improvement of sensual enjoyment.
But first the notion that man has a body distinct from his soul is to be expunged; this I shall do, by printing in the infernal method, by corrosives, which in Hell are salutary and medicinal, melting apparent surfaces away, and displaying the infinite which was hid.
If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite.
For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narow chinks of his cavern.

William Blake
The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

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